Let me see if I can do a mini reading for you:
First let me tell you that I did your reading by connecting to you and going outside and asking my guide to ask your guide what she/he wants you to know…so your reading is through nature symbolism and clairsentience.
You have some communication issues with someone near you. I am also getting a lack of independence and freedom. I feel this is related to a loved one in your life. Mother?
At this time I am getting that you are lacking control and confidence. This may be affecting your progress at this time. You need to reach and utilize your full potential. But there is somethin that is a burden to you or possibly overwhelming you.
I asked about your soul purpose and this is where it got really interesting cause keep in mind I was outside so that I could get symbolisms from nature:
The most beautiful black butterfly I have ever seen appeared. The butterfly shows your sensitivity as the butterfly is extremely sensitive to the Harmony of Earth, and is the first creature to leave a damaged ecology. Now again as I type this up I get my left hand and know that it is about how you connect to those around you. You are experiencing some insecurity and are going through a struggle wit some situation. The butterfly was lit on a marigold flower for quite some time and this tells you that you need to add more joy into your life through nature. This could be telling you that you need to get out more and experience nature and connect back to the earth and possibly that will help balance what is out of balance within you at this time. The butterfly also signifies change and asks us to stop keeping our joy at bay. The butterfly was black so I feel this is pointing to a change and a need to bring out spiritual and divine qualities in yourself. The butterfly was in the garden and this speaks of your potential and indicates that your hard work and diligence will pay off in the end. It is also symbolic of stability, potential, and inner growth. You need to cultivate a new skill or nurture your spiritual and personal growth.
A small black moth appeared next. The moth cannot rely on its sight, but has a highly developed sense of smell, which it uses at night, and indicate a need to be more sheltered in your creative transforming activities and relationships. Moth totems and messengers usually indicate an awakening sense of smell. It will be the fragrance of the opposite sex that will most attract and discourage. Trusting in one’s own outer and inner sense of smell will be important in relationships–sexual or otherwise.
What happened next was awesome…total silence. All of nature was suddenly quiet and I could have heard a pin drop. Then suddenly the sound of so many crickets it was almost deafening compared to the silence that ad preceded the sound of them. This is telling you of te potential of new opportunities you will have the opportunity to go after because it is a jumper and is willing to leap toward new opportunities. When you hear the chirp of the cricket it can indicate an opening or reopening of your inner voice will happen.
I am now getting my left ear which means you need to be more receptive to help and guidance from your guides.
Keep in mind that moths also chew holes in your clothes. Clothes represent your character. Is there something bothering you and eating you up inside? The cricket totem can help you get your emotional body in balance.
Next I looked up from the notes I was taking and on the table in front of me was a baby lizard looking at me like “here I am Im next do me now!” lol. Scared the crap out of me. lol. Lizards are associated with “dreamtime” and “clairvoyance.” They have the ability to consciously tap into intuition and higher knowledge. People with lizard medicine are able to sense subtle energies that most people overlook. It is important for people with lizard as their totem to pay heed to their own inner messages. Lizards are also known for their great speed and quick movements. For this reason, it is not surprising that a cartoon Gecko is a commercial icon for a well known car insurance company. Car accidents are often the result of speeding on the roadways. When lizard shows up it is likely a message to slow down and observe. It is time for you to be put on alert. Pay attention! You may be missing obvious clues that are right in front of you because you are in such a hurry to get somewhere.
Other than that I noticed that you need to work on your solar plexus. And lastly I was told you need to take control in your life…authority, direction, judgment are about you taking control and making decisions.
Sherry
